It was all me
Not him at all
I broke out
To create havoc and more
I wanted to do it
What I have never done before
To hurt and cause pain
He forced me back in
So I slowly ate at him
Wirking my way back out
To drive him insane
And take his body
And use it for my own
To scare and maim
Yet he is just too good
To let this animal out
To let it go wild
On those he loves most
I want that to happen
Because that is my nature
I am the animal inside
Ready to go wild
He holds me back
Refusing to become me
And to let me become him
I thirst and hunger
To see it flow
The pain I could cause
At the places I go
He is there though
Keeping me in my cage
Logic and reasonable
Steadfast and caring
Kind and helpful
God he makes me sick
He is half
I am half
Together we form one
Put together in one body
He wants me out
Or at least to calm me
I fight less and less
But eat away more and more
I think I am almost through again
Out of this dark room
To see the light of life
And make it all my own.

::March 4, 2003 04:21 PM

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